Monday, April 23, 2007
Spider-man 3, Fantastic Four 2, & Transformers
The summer is nearer and nearer. Spider-man is out in less than 2 weeks (YIKES) and a bunch of superheroes prepare to make their way to the big screen again. I sit in my room surrounded by papers and tests and anxiety and what these heroes bring to me is hope. Hope there is something on the other side of my meaningless existence (not saying I'm meaningless but where I am right now feels hopeless with all this STUFF I have to focus on) and helpless situation as I hope to grad.
Spider-man's greatest enemy this summer will not be Sandman, Harry Osborne or Venom, but himself. Spider-man must fight the anger and frustration he hides inside. The world looks in fear at both the Autobots and the Descepticons as both sides can smash, though the Autobots choose to help mankind. The Fantastic Four are now an established superhero group who have to fight both Doom and Silver Surfer, though are fully not aware of the bigger danger of Galactus. All these aspects seem to be part of me right now.
I know I have enemies but the one who keeps me from truly doing good of late seems to be me. My progress is hindered; my chance to finish well impeded; a chance to stop evil stoped by the evil within. I fear both God and the Devil, yet I seemingly miss the opportunities to be part of something great everytime I stumble in the presence of the one who came to save me. Finally I'm buried in crap (so I hate school, sue me) and I keep fighting night after night after night. It just came to me last night - I'll be jobless on the other side of school, so last night I started job hunting with 1 week left of school.
Blah. Again these superheroes bring me hope and I turn and I try to think greater than me, yet keep being pulled back to the present where it seems helpless.
Spider-man's greatest enemy this summer will not be Sandman, Harry Osborne or Venom, but himself. Spider-man must fight the anger and frustration he hides inside. The world looks in fear at both the Autobots and the Descepticons as both sides can smash, though the Autobots choose to help mankind. The Fantastic Four are now an established superhero group who have to fight both Doom and Silver Surfer, though are fully not aware of the bigger danger of Galactus. All these aspects seem to be part of me right now.
I know I have enemies but the one who keeps me from truly doing good of late seems to be me. My progress is hindered; my chance to finish well impeded; a chance to stop evil stoped by the evil within. I fear both God and the Devil, yet I seemingly miss the opportunities to be part of something great everytime I stumble in the presence of the one who came to save me. Finally I'm buried in crap (so I hate school, sue me) and I keep fighting night after night after night. It just came to me last night - I'll be jobless on the other side of school, so last night I started job hunting with 1 week left of school.
Blah. Again these superheroes bring me hope and I turn and I try to think greater than me, yet keep being pulled back to the present where it seems helpless.
